I'm not entirely sure what I've done to deserve this

[lemonbella]

I really, honestly don't know what I've done to deserve this. The accident wasn't even my fault, and so far the only peice of good luck I've had is surviving the bloody thing. yes I know this is a peice of luck and I know it could have been a lot worse, but I've just had enough of this shit.

So, the new car I bought has turned out to be rubbish. This is despite taking all the precautions of taking a man along, going via a recommendation etc. The seller won't give my money back, so now I have to pay for solictors.

My coutesy car is to be taken away as my insurance company has settled - money that has been stolen by this stupid fucking guy, along with 3 years worth of my savings. I can't work without a car as all of the places I teach are not accessible by public transport, so this means I am going to have to hire a car until I get the money back - yet more money I don't have down the drain.

My back is killing me because I'm having to drive so many different cars and my back support has broken. I can't afford any more osteopathy treatments, and on top of that, until I have a car I know is mine and I can get used to I know I'm never going to be able to stop dreaming about the accident or stop panicking everytime I drive.

All I want is a car that works and to be able to go and visit baby Fossa in Newquay.